I offend God with my effeminacy and egosim and because I don’t trust Him. I continously hurt the people I care about most and I always feel sorry for myself. That I learn to submit to God’s will. That He teach me Trust in His wisdom and goodness, that He teach me to become a useful Christian and that He heal the wounds I caused. Especially for healing for the wound that keeps Cody James, the person I care most about, from talking to me.